Every day I think that today I will sit down and kill the laze at once but I forget that to kill the laze I have to leave the laze too and I think I am too lazy to do it. Funny and confusing isn’t it? I know it is but today I am here one on one with my system. Today it will be clear by the idea that he has to face me for at least 4 hours every day because the amount of typos and grammatical errors I make it will take me that much time to finally click on the “publish” button.

When I was thinking on what to write and what not to, honestly I had no idea of either so I have decided to write share what and my conscious sit on a hot plate so I pick in it and place it on the chair in front of the computer blessed with an Internet connection. It may sound cliché but this is honest, this is what happened.

I was hooked in watching Julie & Julia the last night at 1 am and the role of Amy Adams or Julie Powell just clicked with my inner conscious. I just started wondering that what if I also get rejected by every publisher I visit to , what if I am never able to complete my novel (There will be a distinguish post about this issue but let’s continue for now) and what if I am never able to be tagged along as a writer.

The thought screwed me, really screwed me bad and hard so hard that I reviewed the movie scene by scene in fact frame by frame (even noticed the box in which Meryl Streep aka Julia Child packed her manuscript to send to the publisher).The people who may read this may find it as a review of the movie which this is not, surely and definitely this is not ,this is just an influence of a good movie and a successful movie. Successful not because it made many dough of money, sure that counts but successful because it left an impact, it made a change in someone’s life (the “someone” here is me) or maybe in many lives, isn’t that what a successful movie is?

If not then maybe Superman Returns because it provoked cases of kids climbing up the roofs and jumping off from there which just a cape to rescue. That must be a successful movie isn’t it? Well it made bigger bucks too.

As the movie proceeded I felt an energy stream running in my body which pushed me to do what i am doing right now, WRITING.

I hope this enthusiasm and as BEP (Black Eyes Peas) named there recent album ENERGY NEVER DIES… E.N.D…